i have never felt like this before. i know it is not life threatening but it really pains my heart to see her suffering. i dont know if it is really not painful at all or she was just faking it to make us feel better. please tell me if it is really hurting. i want to share your pain and burden.
i totally regretted not knowing more stuff. i had totally neglected her complaints and concluded everything to be because she is getting old. i never bother to take her concerns a step further to find out what was really wrong. the signs were all there but i chose to ignore. what is the point of studying and getting a honours degree when i cant even protect her.
it really pains my heart to see her leg now. i know it is not a life threatening condition but i dont want to experience this feeling anymore.
i suddenly feel that i am a selfish daughter and girlfriend. how can i leave my old parents here in singapore for a year, while i go for this once in a lifetime overseas experience? how can i ask him to wait for me for a year?
i feel selfish.
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